The Sins of Individual Men
I will recount to Thee all my years in the bitterness
of my soul. (Isaias xxxviii. 15.)
When we look at the sin of Adam and see
the consequences it entailed, what shall we say of
the consequences that the sins of each one of us
are likely to bring upon our heads? Adam's was a
single sin, as opposed to our countless offences. He
did not appreciate the results of sin as we do, he
had not witnessed the misery that comes from it as
we do, he had not seen the flames of Hell kindled
by sin as we do. How much more grievous, then,
are the offences of each one of us!
We must remember, too, that Adam's sin was
forgiven the very day it was committed, and God
in His mercy sealed His forgiveness by the promise
of the Redeemer, Yet see the consequences of
forgiven sin! The long penance, the spread of
moral corruption, the disease and death, the misery
and sorrow, the banishment from the face of
God, all these still remained although the guilt
of sin was gone. What reason then for me to
tremble at the thought of all my past sins!
I will glance over my past life and try to
recall a few of my many offences. What a career
mine has been! What ingratitude to God! What
selfishness, what uncharitableness to others, what
meanness, what unfaithfulness to grace, what impurity,
what low motives of action, what forgetfulness
of God, what idle words, what waste of time,
what continual following of my own inclinations!
How can I hope to escape the just judgments of
God?
Pray for shame and contrition at the sight of your
sins.